Why Me?

Arthur Ashe, the legendary Wimbledon player was dying of AIDS which he got due to infected blood he received during a heart surgery in1983.

From the world over, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed: “Why does GOD have to select you such a bad disease”?

To this Arthur replied: The world over –50,000,000 children start playing tennis, 5,000,000 learn to play tennis, 500,000 learn professional tennis, 50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50 reach Wimbledon, 4 to semi final.2 to the finals, When I was holding a cup I never asked GOD “Why me”?.

And today in pain I should not be asking GOD “Why me”?”

“Why me” is my inspiration.. how?

Dulu.. I am always questioned why Allah choose me to face all the rintangan and dugaan.. Is it because Allah pays cash for the sins that I’ve done or is it because Allah loves me more than other people? I don’t know the answers. Too subjective..

After all.. it takes time for me to terime kenyataan.. it’s fated! Allah dah tentukan this is the thing that hambaNya kena hadapi.. no matter because of my sins yang kecik or besar.. or dia sayang kat hambaNya supaya beringat-ingat.. sebelum lalai.. Tetapi semua persoalan tu sudah terjawab.. dah ianya hanya appears kat fikiran aku ni sekali je.. naseb baik. Kalu tak, dah tersasar jauh dah.. Semuanya sebab adanya iman aku.. walaupun sometimes tergelincir jugak la.. aku tahu ada hikmah disebalik itu semua.. cehh.. ayat drama niii..

Sekarang.. semuanya dah berlalu.. All I want is a better life.. Boleh dikatakan setiap tahun ada sahaja dugaan daripada Nya.. tanpa aku sedar.. Tapi apa sebenarnya dugaan yang terpaksa aku lalui tu?.. Banyak.. and banyak yang menjadik rahsia idup and kawan2 pon tau apa dugaan tu since skolah sampai dah bule nak kawen ni.. it is effect sepanjang idup tau..

Tapi kat blog ni nak story a series of ‘Why me’ yang telah menyebabkan aku tak dapat keje and MC selama lebih kurang 77 hari.. kalah orang yang amik cuti bersalin.. ni pun still bercuti.. bleh karang blog banyak2 sebelom kembali sebok.. huhu.. Cerite yang melibatkan idup dah matinye seorang ‘me, myself and ainz’..