A new chapter of my life begins..Part II

Date: 13 March 2007
Jumpa Dr Aminah mintak surat rujukan ke specialist.
Niat nak ke Pantai Specialist Medical Centre tak jadik.. pegi Arunamari Specialist Medical Centre sebab mama kata ada Dr yang penah mama keja sama2.. Dr.Anba
perasaan aku plak bese je.. kena amik berat,tinggi,darah,ECG,x-ray..
Masuk jumpe Dr.Anba.. lepas dia check up.. muka dia berubah.. and for sure he gives a bad news..
i need to do an echo (echocardiogram).. to see how serious is my prob.. lama gak tunggu.. dapat result..yup.. my mum and i have to accept.. the Diagnosis: Rheumatic Heart Disease
Must go to IJN and do something urgently to save me....... hohoho..
Dapat surat rujukan ke HTAR for a needful treatment.. actually just nak dpt surat sokongan untuk ke IJN..
Untuk hari tu.. amik MC..for 2 days

Date: 14 March 2007
My mum bawak pi jumpa Dr yang i can't remember his name.. Dr Sekar kot.. sebab nak jumpa Dato Dr Shanta, pengarah HTAR tapi outstation..
he need an x-ray from HTAR tapi my mum tak izinkan.. only yesterday dah buat.. so just he did a check up.. and he said that i need a consultation from IJN.
He call Dato Dr Bala, from IJN.. and tetapkan an appointment.Alhamdullillah.. takperlu tunggu lama untuk dapat ke IJN macam org lain..pukul 8 pagi,the appointment.

Date: 15 March 2007
Never thought to go to IJN apatah lagi untuk dapatkan apa2 treatment.. awal sampai ke IJN..
kena buat echo,after check up.. soalan sama ditanya (kat sepcialist+HTAR).. "tdo ngan berape bijik bantal?", "sakit2 sendi?","ada demam yang berpanjangan?",
"dada debar2?", "ada rasa penat?"..
masa buat echo.. the person yang meng'echo'kan tu mintak supaya tanya pada Dr. "org yg ada masalah injap ni.. bule pregnant ke tak?sebab sometimes they don't know.and Dr tak bagitau.."
kuar je dari echo.. berjurai2 air mata.. huhu.. hebat betul ujian Allah ni..
after the diagnosis.. yes.. CONFIRM.. i got the heart desease..
this case is very hard n serious.. memandangkan umor dah 26 ni baru tau suffer desease tu.. sedangkan ia berpunca daripada
jangkitan bakteria jenis Streptokokus yang datang dari dalam mulut, since childhood..
akibatnye.. injap yang ngah bekerja tu jadi sempit..dan kena bekerja keras untuk buat
kejenye..
who knows..?tak sape pon realize pasal tu..
6 years ago.. ada medical check up untuk masuk University.. nape takleh detect waktu tu?
betul ke diorang yang buat medical check up tu buat keje betul2?ermmm...

so.. Dr arrange the next appointment (2 weeks) to know whether i need just a medicine or an operation.. he need to discuss with a few Dr pakar.also they can discuss with the Dr pakar from overseas yang attend seminar the next week nye.. buat masa tu.. kena makan ubat.. 3 jenis ngan antibiotics sekali..

i set in my mind not to give up.. i pray very hard,how they will give a treatment.. through an operation or just take a medicine..
i go through these few days with all the spirits that i have.. just me..
dapat Mc lagi.. sure satu opis pelik lama nya cik aini ni cuti.. haha..

Date: 28 March 2007
Siang malam i pray so hard.. very hard.. my mum too..
Aku lalui hari2 sebelum tarikh ni dengan penuh sabar.. one of the medicine that i have to take surely makes me go to "shi-shi" frequently..sooooo.. tired..
Mintak permission kat bos untuk pengecualian if ada keje byk.. naseb baik bos ok..opismate tak sume tau.. certain people je.. kawan skolah langsung taknak bgtau sebelum tibe masanya..
Jumpa Dr Bala again.. more friendly than before.. maybe die tak perasan my mother keje kat HTAR masa 1st time app dulu..
how can a nurse's daughter can suffer such a desease.. and also.. this desease usually happen to the people yang duk kat pendalaman..
how come?i live in the city.. a big city..
jawapannya satu je.. cobaan.. doa my mum and I termakbul jugak.. i have to have an operation.. but still don't know when..
i got an MC hari tu.. continue the medicine..
the surgeon will call me and give a specific date.. Dr ask us to have an operation ASAP.. all i know is Mr.Jeswant will be my surgeon.. Syukur sangat2 sebab takperlu tunggu lama untuk ke IJN n also buat operation.. berbanding orang lain yang duk dalam waiting list sehingga berbulan2.. bertahun2..

...and the stories of my new life sudahpun bermula........PartIII